i need to buy an excerise ball tomorrow...cause when jen takes hers to school i wont have anything to do situps on...

i get honest when im bored...and honestly...im bored.

End of Summer survey

Spent the night with someone?
yes i slept next to someone and such....but if spent the night means have sex then no...that was my ( Read more... )

sigh. i always feel...not always, but somtimes...well a little more than sometimes...
that im being mind humped kind of...the alternative term for that is mind fucked.
i try not to say fuck as much as possible...since i dunno i think its trashy for girls to say it constantly and...

im a nice girl...i try not to drop the f bomb too much. 
sigh. yeah im ( Read more... )

ok either im a complete idiot ( Read more... )

i just wanted to put this here so i can remember it...because its pretty sweet and its just i dunno really one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me.

nvrsmmer139: perfection. mostly in the form of stars
Auto response from withxfireflyeyes: lauren...when i think of you i think of ______________.

fill in the blank with anything thatll ( Read more... )

i dont want to think. and i cant sleep and noone reads this...so yeah.

you know one day im just going to lay all my crap out on this thing and noone is going to read it and then noone can ever say again and i dont talk about whats on my mind...cause then i will have, its just that noone read it, sigh. i dunno.

.70 Questions to End the Summer

1. Are ( Read more... )

what i am is....probably giving up trying.

what i feel like is...an idiot.

sigh.
i get so discouraged sometimes.

ok lets be serious now...60% of the time i get discouraged everytime...?

siggity siggity sigh. ok enough anchorman quotes...time for bed.

its taken awhile to name my fish...because i have a theory
the more you think about a name...the longer the fish will live...i named my last fish mullet within the 5 minutes i got it and it only lasted 4 months...it jumped out of the bowl and commited suicide. i was bummed out. bad.

so my friends named my goldfish...First Mate Bartlesbee Pickelton ( Read more... )

you know...you know when you kind of just feel like you get the wind knocked out of you, but not in the good way...in the sinking i have a lump in my throat sad heartbreaking wind knock out kind of a way...

sad face. sigh.

but im tourn because my friend just sent me a link to my on of my boss' myspace...hes musical apparently and its the worst music ( Read more... )

sigh. 
im up with a cough with noone to talk to. well...maybe a few drunk people, but not the people i wanted to talk to i guess.

cough cough cough. 
gotcha. got it. i get it. great. grand. fantastic.

ill write something for serious tomorrow after ive slept all day...i need to get better.

the short of it is, the only think bad about work is hale because hes so mean to me for no reason all the time...

the long of it is...
so i get to work with a kid that has downs this week...but i also have a kid with bad emotional issues and there are also kids with autism and other things intergrated into groups with "normal" kids so they can all be ( Read more... )