I had an "awww" moment and then a slap in the facial area.
i just wanted to put this here so i can remember it...because its pretty sweet and its just i dunno really one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me.
nvrsmmer139: perfection. mostly in the form of stars
Auto response from withxfireflyeyes: lauren...when i think of you i think of ______________.
fill in the blank with anything thatll make me smile or laugh out loud...cause i need it. i just feel sick i guess or something.
so that was sweet.
but with everything sweet comes something sour i think. its the natural balence of things. the sour being completly unrealted to the person that said this nice thing to me...
gah..i dunno.
i just wish that sometimes i was wrong about people, maybe not people....but the things they do...but im not. i just dont know i feel like the biggest idiot. i feel like a complete fool and i dunno. it sucks to know everything just as much as it sucks to know nothing i guess...but it doesnt matter anymore i guess. whatever.
maybe i just i dunno its so late i have to write about this tomorrow becuase i dont even know what i think yet. what i do think is i keep a lot of secrets, not like, i have 8 dead hookers in my closet secrets, but i dunno, i dunno how to put it, my outside dont reflect my insides, of my brain...atleast.
i could be a whole lot of things right now but im just going to say im sleepy.