somethings been bothering me for a while and i am not sure what it is. i could easily blame it on other people. but its probably my own damn fault. *scratches head* i think i giva a lot of myself away to people. but there is always something i hold back. im sure this is 4 am blabber. i had a pissy night. we went to toya's graduation and it was ( Read more... )

hello all. i dont have much to say but i guess if i just start typing then things may start to work. i am a sad soul who has been drinking alone. my friends suck and i need a car. i have to start driving by july. cause my whole family is leaving for the family reunion and i dont wanna go so i will be working. how will i get to work if no one ( Read more... )

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the school bus just went down my street. how long has that been going on? hm. so i have come to the conclusion nathan is evil. you know what the whore did to me? called me at 8:30 in the freakin morning. he knew i was sleeping. he did that crap on purpose. lol. as soon as i heard his voice on the line i said he was aweful. and he just ( Read more... )

i am really tired and i am about to go take a nap. i just feel kinda blah this weekend. we went to the wreck room last night and ihop that was fun. the food was good. the bands sucked at the wreck room. john price is there tonight. i should have gone tonight. john price is decent music. tho, the actually guy seems like an ass. nathan ( Read more... )

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...have yall seen those new sauce packets at taco bell? ha ha they are so funny. i have been on a taco bell kick lately. i don't know why. its all i ever wanna eat. i went and saw northstar last night. they were good. i took a picture with the lead singer. i cut myself out of it. i looked terrible. but he was cute. nichole's friend tj ( Read more... )

i mentioned some stuff about live journal to my sister and anyways she went on it and found stuff. so now she probably knows i have one. she'll know a lot more about me if she reads this than she does now. that would be really funny. lisa, if you are reading this don't tell me you are. deal with it. i don't like you. you say mean and hurtful ( Read more... )

i had sex on Friday. did i tell you that? yeah, i did. it was fast. he was fast. why is it everytime i have sex it goes fast? will i see him again? i dunno. he works at the mall. i've talked to him a few times. do i do it on purpose? do i bring it on myself? linds and i were talking. we are so alike. we both don't care. i am so ( Read more... )

everyday i sit and wait. for what? for who? will it be that guy who came threw the door? no. no. when will it be my turn? when do i get to fall in love? me. me. me. thousands dead. do i mourn? who am i to cry at night? whats so horrible about my life? go to sleep. go to sleep. is it my faith? does my cup not runth over? i stare at the face ( Read more... )