May 10, 2004 10:49
i had sex on Friday. did i tell you that? yeah, i did. it was fast. he was fast. why is it everytime i have sex it goes fast? will i see him again? i dunno. he works at the mall. i've talked to him a few times. do i do it on purpose? do i bring it on myself? linds and i were talking. we are so alike. we both don't care. i am so passive when it comes to sex. i really don't care that i just gave it up like that. i took my psych test today. did i pass? i dunno. i joined that stupid honor society thing and now i am gonna get the kicked out because my gpa is gonna go lower. one more day of school. one more. i just wanna drop out. isn't that sad. i just have one day. nichole is here for us to study. i also need to prepare for my children's lit class. i don't know how much study time i am going to get. my manager took a sick day today. so the part time manager worked today. so now i have to work renee's schedule tomorrow. time to go study. vee