So I've actually ben saving a little coin lately. It's a good thing too, my lease is up Mid-March - so i'll be looking for a new place. Hopefully I can find someone agreeable to live with, so I'm not paying $600/month to live by myself. I'd like to be paying 300-400 for rent - it would be very nice to have 200-300 extra dollars every month ( Read more... )

I finally went to the doctor today. My attempts at fighting the OCD battle alone have been unsuccessful. It's so fatiguing going against the grain and fighting my brain. My doctor put me on 50mg Zoloft and is recommending a counselor... I don't know about the cousel stuff - an hour of talking to the doc has pretty much ruined my day. *sigh* Let's ( Read more... )

About 400 miles of driving and a couple days of visiting family I had a little stockpile of gifts in my car. My Dad got me the experts dremel kit which has all kinds of attachments for routering and cutting and drilling and grinding and buffing etc. Mom got me a French Easel which is an easel that collapses down into one convenient carry case with ( Read more... )

My cousin Tyler and I went hunting on Monday at my father's club. We were running a bit late getting into the woods - my license had expired so we had to drive around looking for a place were I could get a new one. Finally we did and moseyed into the woods. The hounds were already there and had ran a bear out of the woods - BANG - and he was down. ( Read more... )

Well I've got my review tomorrow. I've got the feeling I will not be getting a raise again... I've made a couple mistakes this year. I think that sometimes everyone focuses on the negative - nevermind that I'm responsilbe for about 8 million dollars in gross income each year - that's right and It's going up next year probably push 12 million in '07 ( Read more... )

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On our way down, I'll mop up the blood I cried and bathe in the guise I wore ( Read more... )

Mrs. Jones taught me English, but I think I just shot her son. Because he owed me money with a bullet in the chest you can't outrun ( Read more... )

Why are people so disappointing? Is it too much to ask that people are kind and respectful? Should I even have to ask that people behave with decency? Bigots fed with front page fame - any sign of virtue having been shat out and flushed.

Maybe I should expect less out of people...

Everything has been bothering me lately ( Read more... )