I look at what everyone else is going through, at a future that makes 1984 look good, and wonder...

I wonder just how any of what happens to me matters.  What's happening after the following rant.

This is not my world. I mean, really.  It isn't.  Nearly everything that I was brought up to value... meaningless.  Parents afraid to hug their children ( Read more... )

THEY Called me this morning to have me go online and fill out 5 pages of information they already had ( Read more... )

For those who understand what AOL really $tand$ for...

IAmCompuBear has been trying to cancel her AOL account for almost six months.  They've lied to her, mislead her, and basically refused to do so, so long as they've been able to get $$$$ from **MY** Credit card account (which is what we set it up with),

I finally got someone at Cu$tomer $upport to ( Read more... )

Where to begin again?

It is hard to say.

Summary... They found a lump in my neck, in my lymph node, wrapped around blood vessles and nerves.  Is it "the big 'C'?"  Probably not... but it IS likely an infection that's been hammering me for quite a while.

There's also something IN my throat, but dollars to donuts it is just my regrown tonsils (yes ( Read more... )

For those of you who were wondering....

Quite why I've been the way I've been lately, it's a series of long (very) stories.  I think I'm about at the final straw right now.

As some of you know... I have been in and out of the hospital quite a bit lately, to the point that the ER doctors know me by name (not exactly true, but almost).

Last week ( Read more... )