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[iamchrist_lj]

once again I cry.. and all is light.. a Bright, Piercing light.. Blinding and hurtful, like daylight.. I force myself to look.. Anywhere, so I can find some refuge.. and in the distance, I see a calm, comforting, peaceful dark.. I walk toward it, and it grows larger.. like the dark at the end of the tunnel.. I feel the scorching heat

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[anonymous]

You really need to get help asap........so do it now.........

[iamchrist_lj]

yeah, I do.. I search for it everywhere.. Who are you ?

[anonymous]

I agree with him/her. You need to get help. You talk about suicide and cutting yourself a lot. That's not healthy. You need to find a way to forget this Ashley character or else you won't be able to get on with your life. Though, unlike the other people here who just tell you to get help, I'd have to say I actually understand where you're comin' from. I've been there and I know what it feels like. Hell, I'm still kind'a there myself sometimes. It's tough, but, well, we're humans, we're strong, we get used to it, we'll fight it.

[iamchrist_lj]

Meh, ashley's not teh one I wanna forget.. Michelle is. Ashley was just bein' mean that day.. so I was a bit upset at her. Anyway.. it's good to know SOMEONE understands that it's not just a snap your fingers adn be done with it affair.. :)