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thursday_star: can you please delete my name from all your accounts (myspace, lj, yahoo, msn, aim ( Read more... )

it was about 2 AM, and it had been raining heavily for the past few days, it was dark and gloomy durring the day, at night it was simply divine. some channel on TV was having a horror movie marathon, murder by death had just ended, and it was very dark inside. I had the lights off, and was standing in the kitchen with just a small 40 watt bulb ( Read more... )

so I woke up this morning and said "lets try something new," so I got on craigslist and posted an add in the CAS section for some hardcore bondage. well I got a few replies, but nothing really good.. one lady wanted to tie me up and fuck me with a rake.. not my idea of "hardcore" bondage.. but then, this one lady, sandy replies.. and she says she ( Read more... )

this weekend, I went to hang out with a friend. I got nick to drop me off at Tower records, about 4 miles away, though if he hadn't agreed, I would have walked, or died trying.. it was 111 degrees out that day, saturday. Anyway, I met her around noon or so, and we hung out at tower for like an hourb efore we decided to go up to her workplace and ( Read more... )

hrrm..

I just realized something.. I said Dearest, and so it is, I never lie, even my slips are always to speak my heart.. save when I'm angry..

as some of you may have noticed. Sorry I didn't give more warning, it was a last minute thing ( Read more... )

I feel quite Helpless, Worthless, like I should do something, or something, but there's not a thing I can do that's right, or anywhere near close it seems. I don't know what else to try, though I keep trying to think of what it is I SHOULD do or try... No advice, unless you know what I'm rambling on about, I just wish there was something I could

1) everyone seems to think I'm saying "I'ma go kill myself now", when in reality I'm simply saying it's inevitable at this point ( Read more... )

I am left with only one option ( Read more... )