so I was out this weekend
as some of you may have noticed. Sorry I didn't give more warning, it was a last minute thing :(
so my weekend was long, and tiring, and now I'm sore pretty much everywhere.. I'll post more details on it tomorrow for those few who care to listen, I had alot of fun, but as for my emotional state, I'm not sure..... the person I'm with was something special, no doubt about that, but still she's nothing to me. I ache to see her again, because she gives me what I need, but then I also am glad to be home until next weekend. I don't kow if I'll see her next weekend or not, but I had lots of fun and she's a good nothing to me :P
she's nothing to me, I can't even call her a friend, though I wish she was, she'd make a good friend. she doesn't even qualify as a romantic interrest, since I'm kinda taken by someone, it's just not official yet (<3 Stephanie) though I do want her to love me. I haven't thought about how, but I think it's because she's so good at letting go of things, I'd like to at least leave knowing I'm loved by someone. I hope someone else loves me *smiles at stephanie* but I don't know if I'll ever know before I leave...
this isn't a good time for me to be writing this, so I'm going to stop now and give you all details later, I think I'm off to choke back some tears, Later~
so my weekend was long, and tiring, and now I'm sore pretty much everywhere.. I'll post more details on it tomorrow for those few who care to listen, I had alot of fun, but as for my emotional state, I'm not sure..... the person I'm with was something special, no doubt about that, but still she's nothing to me. I ache to see her again, because she gives me what I need, but then I also am glad to be home until next weekend. I don't kow if I'll see her next weekend or not, but I had lots of fun and she's a good nothing to me :P
she's nothing to me, I can't even call her a friend, though I wish she was, she'd make a good friend. she doesn't even qualify as a romantic interrest, since I'm kinda taken by someone, it's just not official yet (<3 Stephanie) though I do want her to love me. I haven't thought about how, but I think it's because she's so good at letting go of things, I'd like to at least leave knowing I'm loved by someone. I hope someone else loves me *smiles at stephanie* but I don't know if I'll ever know before I leave...
this isn't a good time for me to be writing this, so I'm going to stop now and give you all details later, I think I'm off to choke back some tears, Later~