Everyone have their party hats on and their noise makers ready? Confetti and balloons? Disposable cameras ready? Because you are going to want pictures to remember this shit. Well let's get started then. I gave him exactly what he wanted. He didn't say it outright but I could tell by the town in his voice he wanted nothing to do w/ me. So I left ( Read more... )

Haha that's what meagan says when some guy bursts into the bedroom where some of us are sitting around in a circle listening to pat play the acoustic guitar that magically appears at every party anyone around here has and he tells us there's some cops around the corner w/ their lights on. 'How can they bust up a party like this? No one's getting ( Read more... )

ABout my trip to burque for my birthday? Hopping on the bus at 5 in the am and having to wait at the ALBQ bus station for an hour waiting to be picked up by CJ. There was this guy in a wheel chair sitting close to me. I could only see the back half of him and from the look of the old scraggly hair I at first thought it was an old woman. But then he ( Read more... )

I wish I could go outside and play. I wish I had a friend here to play w/. Everyone I love leaves. I wish I had a group of friends that would do anything for each other. were there through the worst and best times. Who know each other inside and out. We could just hang out on the front lawn sitting on an old couch we found at a dump or bought for ( Read more... )

Oh man, I can't even describe how happy I am. I'm crying. And it hurts. I am so fucking happy it hurts!! I have the sweetest, nicest, greatest guy in the whole world. One thing does blow tho. Ok two things. One he lives in P-vile and gas is expensive and two, he can't afford to come w/ me to ALBQ for my birthday. I am going to ball like a little ( Read more... )

I can't believe how happy and luck I have been lately. First my whole birthday thing, the three days of partying the blood brothers gordon and brad and tons of sex toy gifts. And now there is a super sweet super cute boy in Sara's life. everyone say awwwwwww. Ok so it's not official we're together but it's almost pretty damn sure. It is so much fun ( Read more... )

I am so excited that I just can't hide it!!! Don't remember if I wrote it here in my LJ I know I did on myspace, that I met a super cute boy this past weekend. At matt quigley's house warming party. Lucky bastard, his new house that he OWNS is mother fucking HUGE! ANyways, his name is Cody Vaughn. So fucking cute. And he makes me laugh and he ( Read more... )

Why? Because today is exactly one month away from me being 18!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!! w00t w00t! Heehee, and I met this really cute really funny guy at matt quigley's house warming party Saturday night. MmmHmmmm he is he is. Hoping to see him this weekend I am I am. And Yes, the casual sex thing is still off, I shall keep to my vow. I shall explain ( Read more... )

It is only 9 and I am about to fall asleep at this key board. I only worked three hours today. But they were tough. Sorting out hundreds of panties can be tiring ( Read more... )

So I went o ut w/ HIM tonight..... and it went shitty and that's all I'm going to say. bleck.

I have been looking at this site today: Donny Miller because swann posted it in his xanga journal and I read it every time he updates. The very last picture he has in the Art Is Changing The World gallery is where I got my tittle for this entry ( Read more... )