Feb 27, 2005 19:27
ABout my trip to burque for my birthday? Hopping on the bus at 5 in the am and having to wait at the ALBQ bus station for an hour waiting to be picked up by CJ. There was this guy in a wheel chair sitting close to me. I could only see the back half of him and from the look of the old scraggly hair I at first thought it was an old woman. But then he uses the one leg he has (the other was a prosthetic) to push himself over to the wall of pay phones. He picks up a receiver but I can't remember him putting in any quarters or even dialing, but he starts talking to some one about these visions he's having. He was kind of far away and there was this huge cross eyed mexican staring me down that I was watching out for so I only got bits and pieces of what he was saying. But I got the impression that he was saying something like there was an event that was going to happen today, but it has two different outcomes depending on if this one thing goes one way or the other. It got me thinking what this thing was. Maybe is someone just walked in the wrong door it could cause a chain of events leading to the end of this city, or perhaps the world. And I kept watching all the people passing by him as he was talking, ignoring him because of the way he looked, plaid dirty shit, grey sweat pants you can tell haven't been washed in ages, his hair was only growing from the sides and back of his head, he was bald on top. It was a reddish blonde color, shoulder length and frizzy from the rain outside. His prosthetic leg was just a metal pole w/ a shoe on the end jutting out from the end of his wheel chair instead of bent at the knee to come down to sit on the foot rest. His real foot would pedal him around like you would on a skate board rather than pushing the wheels w/ his arms, which, as far as I could tell, had nothing wrong w/ them. This other person on the end of the phone line he may or may not be talking to, even though I could only hear bits and pieces from one side of the conversation, I got get the idea that he was telling this crazy o calm down and nothing is going to happen. That's he's just being silly. Well maybe not that word, but it works. But this guy was so persistent in saying something was bound to happen. This vision is so much more real than any of his others, he can feel that this one is going to happen.
Might make a good book. I'll start on that idea a little later because I know that one will get me going nuts w/ ideas and I'd waste too much time at this computer. I need to live life. And I also need to do some english assignments so I can graduate and get the fuck out of here. And I will. I know I will. I have to. Or I'm going to kill myself I swear. But it won't work to well coz I'm immortal. hmmmm. How do you kill those who can not die? You don't. You let them live.