I'm going to start updating on here because more people don't read this now than they do my myspace account. I am going to be real..I am half a step away from walking over the edge..I'm so sick of life right now I can't even stand it. Its driving me nuts I don't know what else to do or how I can fix this. I miss you like crazy..As toxic as you ( Read more... )

Chillin and listening to TobyMAC....Completely loving this music..

ha..gonna go home soon and cook super..

ha havent ate since this morning.

haha

I just want to bleed

I just want to die

I just wanted to say how happy I am and how I just am happy there isnt enough words to describe it..just happy...........

happppppppppyyyyyyyyy

he makes me think happy thoughts......

This weekend was so much fun. I went and had people come over for my birthday. It was great fun. Fell asleep Friday night with him beside me..woke up Saturday morning with him basically on top of me. lol. I must say though he was nice to wake up warm instead of being cold. We watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre and Blade 2. I hate both movies. ( Read more... )

I am going to start taking my pills. So stupid stuff stops happening

I'm thinking that maybe I'm becoming more self destructive..I'm thinking I should start to take my meds again

Like I said..These are only thoughts...

Its called ( Read more... )

I cant belive how disgusted i am about all of this....actually the correct term of it would be heartbroken. To just randomly do something so hurtful to someone your supposed to care about doesnt really make me understand any better. you really should explain to me how you can so easily rip out my heart and have no care about it in the world. One ( Read more... )

so nobody ever post shit on here anymore. oh well. i will i guess. I start my first online college class tomorrow. Must be interesting. hmm..I hope it goes well. sure it will though. I just spent 400 dollars at the KC bookstore getting the boring stupid crap that I need for school. Fun fun eh ( Read more... )