long time not done.

[i_see_blood]

I'm going to start updating on here because more people don't read this now than they do my myspace account. I am going to be real..I am half a step away from walking over the edge..I'm so sick of life right now I can't even stand it. Its driving me nuts I don't know what else to do or how I can fix this. I miss you like crazy..As toxic as you are to me I love you and I miss you. Right now the only thing I want is for you to hug me and tell me things will be ok but they won't be.

I honestly love you more everytime I talk to you. I"m so scared right now because I haven't really talked much with you lately..Its actaully making me sick..
This is what I get for caring..

Shot it the fucking heart..yet again.