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finaly. some time to just sit down and clear my head and pour out my thoughts. yesterday morning (i cant belive it was yesterday... seems like days ago) daniel went back to his awful old ways and was taking numbers off my phone again. cant say i wasnt expecting it, i just figured it would take him longer then a week to fuck it up again. now i dont ( Read more... )

if your reading this, YOUR IN THE WRONG PLACE!!!!

go to www.xanga.com/erinshmerin instead, you nosy fucker.

when i got to my house tonight, there was a single lily on my doormat. its beautiful. the first thing i thought was 'daniel' and then i rememberd that he hates me and was confused because who could've left it? well, it was tim. major diapointment.

i cant get daniel off my mind, and its sort of getting on my nerves. everytime something bad or funny or good or scary happens, i pick up my phone to call him. i had a nightmare last night and in my subconcious called him, and before the call even went through i realized what i was doing and hung up. i keep seeing things in stores that i want to ( Read more... )

i've decided to start writing in my livejournal again, because no one reads this crap, and everyone reads my xanga. so if your reading this, switch over to my xanga cuz its more interesting and this is just all the stupid fucking shit thats going through my head.

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=erinshmerin

Last day of our aquaintence
I dont know what we did wrong
Everything got so fucked up

Chasing hopes that could never be
Have my heart, surrender it please
Everything got so fucked up
All are punished
This is what we get, i suppose

All i wanted was your love
Nothing more then your love
Damn i miss your love

Stole my heart and broke it
Then just ( Read more... )