so raynor and i went to vision land. and we had a lot of fun. he had never been and tj gave us free tickets so we went. he didnt make me ride a rollar coster. thankk god. and we spent most of the time in the water park. and i have a wicked sunburn. all over my back and on the top of my feet and everything. but we had a really good day. today im ( Read more... )

wow. okay. i just went on a tangent. nick found my phone thank god. i told everyone it was in his car!! i just went on a crying fit telling my mom how i was sick and tired of her blaming every single little thing that went wrong on herself because its stupid and fucking childish. then i went off on my step dad telling him that i was so sick of ( Read more... )

oh wow. i just got finished looking at jordies pictures. they are absolutly BREATHTAKING wow. okay. yesterday went amazing. well. the night before last avera came and picked me up. because of well. you know what i posted. but then she had to take me home early. but wow. i saw Chris. which made me super happy he got a new tatto.. and its sexy. hehe ( Read more... )

i had another break down today. figures huh. me and nick are taking a break.  he is going to  be at lucass tomorow. hes not taking me. he doesnt want to. why am i so heartbroken. i poured my heart and soul out to him today i was sobbing. i was talking about how i was so confused and how he deserves better and how i dont know which way is up and how ( Read more... )

okay. so today didnt go as bad as i thought it would go...it went eh. well. i guess. we took the history and english exam. they were pretty good. i dont remember what is tomorrow. geometry *dies* ok for some reason i am smiling for this post. ive been dancing around and WHOAH. like. lol i was doing some thinking. i lvoe my friends more than ( Read more... )

im sorry im a fuck up. im sorry i dont know what to do anymore. and im sorry my grades arent what they should be. im sorry i let everyone down. and im sorry i dont want you anymore. im sorry i cry and im sorry i want to die and im sorry i mess up. i dont want to put everyone through this anymore. i just want to die. i cant deal with myself anymore ( Read more... )

ok...welll last night was not a good night...i found the mic for my comp...talked to CJ on it....then talked to Daniel, and David, and then Brandon...but then here is a convo between me and Nicole...and im crying during the whole time ( Read more... )

*sighs* everythings kinda been goin wrong...i cant really make anyone happy anymore ( Read more... )

ok..........well......new guy...brandon....hes really sweet...hes a junior...and hes really nice and yeah...i asked rachel if she knew if he had a gf...she said no... so then i asked him to homecomming...he told me he was goin with rachel...and the day after that i asked rachel if she was goin out with him AFTER i wrote him a note asking to go out ( Read more... )

well....this is gona be i duno.....eric......erics nice..and hes cool....and sweet and yeah we get along good...i wish he was in more than just history and PE cause yeah hes funny....he makes me smile and i kinda need people to make me smile lol he says he likes to stare at me....which he does very well...and yeah hes not online much its screwed up ( Read more... )