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So I've decided to ease my way back into college life by taking online courses. And I just finished mapping out this whole plan of action, and hopefully I'll be able to follow through at some point today after work. Yeah that's all.

In case you were wondering what I was thinking today...which you probably weren't, but fuck you I'm bored. Here's some bullet points for today ( Read more... )

--A thought I had before I started writing this was that this could misconstrued to look like me wanting people to pity my station in life, and how my job is bullshit. While I'll be the first to tell you I really don't like my job, that isn't the case. I just need to vent my frustrations about a conversation I had this morning. And now that's ( Read more... )

I was thinking the other day, so many different times I've talked about getting tattoos and how soon and all this...but I realized the flaw in that plan...I never have any fucking money! That's right, I'm broke on a fairly regular basis. Even when I had more money I was unable to spare the money for a tattoo. And in this time of procrastinating ( Read more... )

I guess it's true that things never really come easily. When you care about someone who has been hurt, and is afraid of that happening again, the potential for paranoia, mistrust and a whole shit load of other things becomes a lot more prevelant. Knowing that at least for the time being I've been...for lack of a better word rejected by a girl who I ( Read more... )

i think i feel lately like i just can't win. and that it might be a bad thing that i've just accepted it as being my lot in life. writing these new songs has been the only thing that's gotten me by. maybe i'd just be happier doing that. god knows i think way too much about this.

This song reminds me of a lot of things right now. I like The Beatles a lot, but I don't listen to them a lot anymore, but the reason I posted these lyrics is because it reminds me of the past year, and actually I just heard the song on Johnny Cash's last album ( Read more... )

I've been really busy since I started working again, I go across town every day to work for 5, 6, 7 hours...but I'm glad that I'm finally working. It had been way too long since I'd been doing something with myself, and today I figured I hadn't gone out with friends for over a week and it was time to go do something with them, so I went out, had a ( Read more... )

so i was thinking for a little while today and i decided that i am gonna start taking art classes when i get some money so i can get better at drawing tattoos, i can already draw pretty well. but i want to be really good at it. cause i would like to apprentice at a tattoo shop some time soon. i know you don't get paid a lot or at all to be an ( Read more... )