Moscato, My Feelings, A Journal.... Saturday Night..... (sigh)

....what if this entire time, that was never her real name.....

....what if everything I ever thought I knew about her was a complete lie....

I just looked at my mothers wedding ring and band....

I also looked at what I'm assuming were my fathers wedding ring and band....

The fact that she had his ring and band in a box next to hers..... SMH

I really do hate him.....

(sigh).... when everything you watch is about the death of someone's mother.....

I had a very fun, positive weekend!! Despite the constant angry arguing of Tristan lol ( Read more... )

....what the fuck is wrong with me? I'm sitting here crying because I'm finally realizing how truly broken I am....

It is most difficult to date in this day and age, and I'm not getting any younger. I'd like to go to a restaurant and not always be the third of fifth wheel. Like, I understand my friends always want me around because they love spending time with me, but I'd like to be able to pause conversation and lean over to my girl and make inside jokes, or ( Read more... )

I can't change.... Sadly this is who I'll be until I kill myself....

"Just stop playing and come back to me already...." - Her

(sigh)

It's still difficult for me to use the words "was" or "used to be" in regards to my mother ( Read more... )