No more running I guess,
cheating death
at every right and left.
I suggest.....

It's time...
To say...
Good Riddance...
Good Bye...
The end is no longer nigh...

It's here...

~It's been real... something~
HybridVirus

She's right.... I don't trust her.... Fuck....

It's funny how when there's no one to turn to... when there's no place to run to... I always end up right back here in my journal. I've had this thing since adolescence; telling it my biggest fears and my deepest, darkest secrets. Now, this is the only option ( Read more... )

There's so much I want to write, but I actually can't even form an actual sentence right now. I'm just emotionally drained at this point and it's beginning to take its toll.

When you do more for everyone else... and you never feel like it's truly reciprocated or appreciated as much as you'd want it to be....

I don't even know what to say or why I'm really typing this. Nobody reads this and it's pretty pointless. I guess I need to just vent, since I can't really talk to anyone about this. Fuck it, nevermind....

I wonder if my life will always be like this....

So dark... so dreary... so lonely...

I've been very off lately... My moods have not only swung, but apparently gotten stuck in the negative side of the spectrum for weeks now... I have an eerie feeling that something bad is coming... Something that's going to hurt me... Specifically me... Not only am I not happy, I'm afraid...

I'm not happy.....

I kinda just wanna disappear...
Be off the grid...
Available to no one...

I wonder how that would work out....