...I've been on edge way more than normal lately. I haven't been having clear understanding of the opinions or feelings of other people lately. I've been taking everything way too literal, down to the definition of words people keep throwing at me. I'm sure this is partly due to my girlfriend annoying the shit out of me lately. The other part, my ( Read more... )

Another Friday night, bored and lonely, but I haven't picked up the phone for anyone who called......

I'm steadily grasping to hope
To ensure that I stay afloat
But I've reached the end of my rope
And I'm thinking of just letting go

I feel like I'm about to choke
On all the words stuck in my throat
The ones I wish no one to know
But I'm thinking of letting them go

~ Sion A. Raine

Some days I'm happy
Some days I'm not
Today is the latter
I'm bored
With everything
and everyone
So unmotivated
to deal with anyone

Tomorrow marks a year since she left me... left us all...

Not sure how to feel about it...

I don't want to ask questions that I probably don't want to know the answer to ( Read more... )

....she single-handedly pulled me out of the dark....

....I think she's going to be the one I've been searching for this whole time....

...My Maiden Faire...

The urge is winning ( Read more... )

It's too calm inside....
Way too calm....

It's too dangerous.....