I am tired of crying every night. It's like, before i go to sleep, i know what awaits me...a long night of laying in my bed looking at the ceiling and eventually i end up crying myself to sleep
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Berto, to me, is just another fucking guy who wants to ruin your life. But I'm not going to put it or you down. Because you'll eventually realize it. Guys don't change...
I've already told you why I can't always be around. And If I get that lil speech of there because of that then what the fuck ever. I'm not gonna fight with you anymore, Amanda....I've been having the shittiest days of my life (I know you have to).....but if you were, you'd understand.
I don't understand, b/c we never talk anymore. we've both been busy. and yes, heather, much to my surprise, somtimes people do change, even guys that we think have no hearts. and if he ruins my life, than it wouldn't be the first time and i'm pretty sure it wouldn't be the last...or maybe it would. but only b/c after this, i'm not trying anymore. i'm pretty sure things are gravy b/w he and i. we've gotten to know each other better and things have sort of come into place. but life still seems empty and meaningless. so, if anything will ruin my life, it will be that there is no purpose to it. come talk to me...?
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Goodbye Amanda.
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AND WHY THE GOODBYE LIKE I DID SOMETHING WRONG?
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Berto, to me, is just another fucking guy who wants to ruin your life. But I'm not going to put it or you down. Because you'll eventually realize it. Guys don't change...
I've already told you why I can't always be around. And If I get that lil speech of there because of that then what the fuck ever. I'm not gonna fight with you anymore, Amanda....I've been having the shittiest days of my life (I know you have to).....but if you were, you'd understand.
Goodbye amanda
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