I've been a bit lost in the last little while: I imagine it could be chalked up to overcoming years of utopian social programming ( Read more... )

Before college, I can't remember large portions of my life. It's not that I've forgotten or have repressed it or anything. The issue is that there's nothing salient to remember: going to school, going home, watching TV, playing nintendo.

This is why I don't get cable or have an XBox

Things become more clear, not just over time, but with events and ( Read more... )

( I'm referring to thoughts surrounding this post.)

I'm back. Thank G-d.



By which I mean to say that I think so.... Pretty sure.
Unecessarily second-guessing myself. Gotta stop that.

It's been a year and change of meandering and sitting: that was no fucking good. But now, things fall into place and I can see my life panning out and making sense again, ( Read more... )

I'd make a good secret agent, because my default response to anything important is to keep my mouth shut. Sometimes I don't even let myself know what I'm thinking. This is a bad habit.

A strong dose of SSRI's and a lot of anxiety;
        a solitary adolescence and a deathly fear of alienating people;
            a child's mind and an adults fears ( Read more... )

(From Roger Rabbit)
DUM-DUM #l
(rubbing eyes)
Eddie... is that really you?

VALIANT
Uh-huh.

DUM-DUM #6
Where you been the last five years?

VALIANT
Drunk.

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...desyat

Eh... I can just see Baikonur!

...devyat

Nice view from up here.

...vosem

A bit cramped though. Can't they come up with anything better-

...sem

- than these old soyuz capsules

...shest'

I'm in a Soyuz capsule?

...pyat

That must mean that I'm going into space...

...chetyre

How the hell did I get here?

...dva

Oh, right. Flight school.

...raz

Years of ( Read more... )