Felt that you lost a piece of yourself.

Something that you thought you would never lose.

And felt things that you never thought you would.

Things you never wanted to feel?

I feel that way now.

I just don't know what to do.

I feel like I'm two different people.

I just want to be myself, but I don't know who I am.

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Fix up my hair.
What for?

Polish my toenails
so they will chip.

Think about him,
only to remember how much
he fucking pisses me off.

Remember how much I hate him,
and getting angry at myself
for still thinking about him.

Laugh at myself because
I'm too brave to cry.

Feel bad for yourself so
that everyone can think I care.

There are lines you just don't cross ( Read more... )

The people you think are the strongest are those who are the weakest, and one day, they too will fall apart. It's hard not to be disappointed by people, but it's harder to not be disappointed by life. It hurts, it hurts a lot. It's so hard to see those you love most going through so much pain, but what can you do but listen? What can you do but ( Read more... )

is that we cannot understand how it works, or why it happens. What we can do is smile when it works to create good. There are a lot of awful things happening in the world we live in. It is impossible to act justly or correctly all of the time. I am starting to believe in karma. Bad things happen to you to pay for the good things that you have ( Read more... )

I don't really know how to take what happened with Joe. I guess that I'm apathetic for the most part. It's not that I didn't care, or that I don't, but there's nothing I can do to make him come back. I make a lot mistakes. I'm far from perfect, I can't be what anyone wants. Everything in my head is a blur. I feel lonely, but I don't really ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do. It's not fair.

I just got off the phone with him and I can't sleep. The more someone tries to get close to me, the harder it is for me to stop thinking about Joe. Today I did something so rude. I went to pick my friend Willie up, and he likes me, and Joe called me, and I was on the phone with him. I know I hurt Willie's feelings, but it's Joe! I don't talk ( Read more... )