Bravery is just bravado.

[hugluvnkissme]

The people you think are the strongest are those who are the weakest, and one day, they too will fall apart. It's hard not to be disappointed by people, but it's harder to not be disappointed by life. It hurts, it hurts a lot. It's so hard to see those you love most going through so much pain, but what can you do but listen? What can you do but be there? I'm sorry I can't be with you. You know I love you, you know I'll never leave you. EVER. You are the most important person in my life, and I just wish you could be happy. I wish you never had to cry. I'm sorry I can't do anything for you. I miss you so much, and I can't wait to be with you. I will take care of you, I will try to make you as happy as I can, and I will ALWAYS be with you. I promise. You don't deserve what they did to you, you deserved so much better, but this life isn't fair. It's not. You're a good person, and nobody ever appreciated that. I hope I can. I have so much to learn from you. You're the greatest person I know, and I look up to you. I want to be like you some day, or at least try. Everything will be ok. Some day. I love you, ALWAYS.

Days like this, I dont know what to do with myself.
All day - and all night.
I wander the halls along the walls and under my breath.
I say to myself.
I need fuel - to take flight -

And theres too much going on.
But its calm under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion.
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion.

Is that why they call me a sullen girl - sullen girl.
The dont know I used to sail the deep and tranquil sea.
But he washed me shore and he took my pearl -
And left an empty shell of me.

And theres too much going on.
But its calm under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion.
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion.
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion.
Its calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion.