Today I just don't Care

[hugluvnkissme]

Fix up my hair.
What for?

Polish my toenails
so they will chip.

Think about him,
only to remember how much
he fucking pisses me off.

Remember how much I hate him,
and getting angry at myself
for still thinking about him.

Laugh at myself because
I'm too brave to cry.

Feel bad for yourself so
that everyone can think I care.