Hey its me again I am so tired today was a very long and stressful day and I hated it I just wanted to crawl in a hole and die after school was out but ne ways here is why because first I found out that Matt had supposedly made out with a girl named Jordan Dickey and so I got all pissed off for that and then I was walkin down the stairs and of ( Read more... )

Well I haven't written in here for a long time because I have been busy with my mom dying and all and then this guy hurt me real bad and I just hate my life right now it really sucks I want to lock myself in my room and stay there forever and say fuck it fuck everything I hate it I hate people I hate drama and it always seems to find me and that ( Read more... )

Drama and death don't match so if you are gonna bring more drama in my life then just leave me alone because I am fuckin tired of it everyone is bringin drama and it is bullshit but if you want to talk then I am here just no drama

WEll today I am doin a little better I was so bored this mornin I got up at like 8 because my ride came to pick me up at like 8:45 to take me to church and then there people kept remindin me of my mom and so I started cryin and got really upset and started cryin and everything and then after church was over I came home and everyone came over then ( Read more... )

Well today has been a pretty rough day people came over to help get rid of some of moms things and it is so hard to think that she is really gone and I will never see her again I just want one more hug and kiss thats it is that to much to ask I don't think so but I just wanted to update you and let you know how things were goin over here but thanks ( Read more... )

Well this is really hard for me to say but I need to get it out um this mornin my dad woke me up and asked me to come downstairs because he needed to talk to me and when I came downstairs Lori, Grandma, and my step-dad were all outside and I was like well maybe there just visitin and thinkin about what to do with my mom because she has been kindof ( Read more... )

Today is so boring of course I went to church because my mom always makes me and the guy that I met last night was there because he spent the night with his friend that goes to my church but ne ways and so we hung out with him and he said sorry for not being able to get online but I guess it was ok I wasn't to mad and if I was then I didn't show it ( Read more... )

Well last night I spent the night at my friend Michelle's house because today we went to silverwood it was ok but more of tha later I woke up at fuckin 6 this mornin when I usually wake up at like um 12:30 lol and yea not cool but Michelle had to do my hair so yea then Pappy picked us up to go to Silverwood but I forgot the best part I woke up with ( Read more... )

Hey everyone whats up? Well there isn't much goin on over here my friend Michelle spent the night last night and we stayed up lookin at the stars and then we came in and read a whole shitload of my notes lol because I have like 400 of them and then we talked about babies it was great fun and we kept my sister up until the wee hours of the morning ( Read more... )

Hey everyone whats up not to much over here I am so fucking bored there is nothing to do in this fuckin town I should move to cali or somethin but ne ways max I am so with you on the whole fucking drama thing I hate it I have so much of it and I hate it but it likes to follow me around and not leave me alone my friend brittney has already started ( Read more... )