Aug 22, 2004 21:25
WEll today I am doin a little better I was so bored this mornin I got up at like 8 because my ride came to pick me up at like 8:45 to take me to church and then there people kept remindin me of my mom and so I started cryin and got really upset and started cryin and everything and then after church was over I came home and everyone came over then of course a little while later there came the drama and that pissed me off because I hate drama so much and yea but now I am losing my voice and my throat hurts and I am wantin my mom back and it is just really hard I love her so much and I can't even feel her presence here with me