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Its funny how some people you cant understand them in the least. But in some cases you can tell exactly what they are thinking and feeling without them even saying a word. What makes them tick, what they want, when they want it, and the things they dont. I guess it something i have with one person....what does it mean i dont know. Should it mean ( Read more... )

....So last night; weird, sad, heartfelt, familiar feeling. Pictionary was great, clue was awesome. But it means nothing when you get a phone call from someone you love and you hear the words u thought you would never hear or wanna here. You sit and try to deny the fact that you just heard those words and try to replace them with the hopes that ( Read more... )

So what is the meaning of love.....better yet what is the meaning of being in a relationship.....is it to share each others pation for what.....to eventually break up...to have one to cheat , lie .....deseive you. Is it to pull the shades over your eyes and try to blind you from the real fact that nothing is real....everyone puts a fake on....once ( Read more... )

Wel tongiht was by far the biggest let down of all.........ive done lost all interest in the hope of finding someone.......ive had options. ... but all have letdown.......im done....i dont wanna try anymore........ive anyone has answer let me know .im open to anything .........please come to my arms

Its all about something bigger and better.....well the thing is, whoever is looking for that someone to be better than what u have is blinded by their own self pity. The beauty of their outer self is tainted by the ugliness of their inner self. It takes inner beauty to understand and realize that its not about something better, but its about what u ( Read more... )

Say Anything!

So, six days of drinkin, 6 more days of laying alone in a bed which is filled with emptiness,cold drafts and an image of a silhouette of a girl laying next to me. the nights are nothing but a passing of time to me now. I used to look forward to those night i know i have someone special to come over. To talk to, or cuddle. That has long since gone. ( Read more... )

Its funny how in the oddest of all ways , the one thing that hits u hardest is something you thought has long been over. For the first time in my life last night , i honeslty had no words to speak. I couldnt gather any thoughts, or carry a conversation longer than it took for me to glance away. I guess time never really heals anything . Soon as you ( Read more... )

SO i've come to the conclussion that ive gone past the stage of where all i want to do is "HOOK UP" and come to the stage were for the first time in my life im ready to , and i cant believe im bought to say this.....but i think im ready to find someone...as in find someone to be with for a while....Ive done the whole date thing...ive done the whole ( Read more... )