Oct 21, 2004 10:26
SO i've come to the conclussion that ive gone past the stage of where all i want to do is "HOOK UP" and come to the stage were for the first time in my life im ready to , and i cant believe im bought to say this.....but i think im ready to find someone...as in find someone to be with for a while....Ive done the whole date thing...ive done the whole be with whoever whenever, and whatever happens , happens. But i believe im done with that stage im my life....i had a long talk with claire last night, and it was by far one of the deepest convos ive had with someone in a while. Unconciously, it just came out....normally i wont tell anyone about the kinda stuff we talked about ...dealing with family history problems....relationships etc.... it was a real conversation...something i havnt had in a while . Plus to share it with someone that is the type of girl which you could see yourself with....not nessicarily her....but her personality, looks....great feeling.