So I went up to L.A. this past weekend and saw some friends and visited UCLA. I hope I'm able to move up there in summer because it was so nice to get away from my family this past weekend and just do whatever. I really liked the campus except for the fact that it was HUGE and I know for sure that I'm gonna get soo lost while I'm there but I love ( Read more... )

It's been a week or so... probably more but I don't really pay much attention to how often I write in this thing. It's pretty much just here for me to use when I have something to say that I'm sure no one wants to here me ramble about. I've been writing this journal in my head while I lay in bed every night before I'm able to fall asleep and now ( Read more... )

All my time spent away from you helps my hate for you to grow stronger and stronger. I realize more and more each minute how much of an asshole you are and how much better I am without you in my life. A friend once told me that sometimes people are better left in your life as memories and even though its hard to let friendships go, it's for the ( Read more... )

I have a pretty new background with stars that flash and stuff. I like it. Last time I tried putting one of those on my journal it didn't work so hopefully it works this time. I got my camp contract in the mail and I can't wait to be a counselor at Alonim this summer. It's gonna be hard leaving home for six weeks, seven if you include staff ( Read more... )

I've come up with a few solutions to our problems and anyone who knows me or who has read this journal should be able to figure out easily what it is that I am talking about. The first solution I've thought of is that you can cut off your arms. Your arms are my home and whenever I feel blue, I just curl up, close my eyes, and imagine that your arms ( Read more... )

I went shopping today and to my surprise, the first and only pair of jeans that I tried on, which were a size four, fit me perfectly. I always hate going shopping for clothes, especially pants, because it reminds me how not skinny I am. It always takes tons of pairs before I finally find one that fits me and I rarely end up finding a pair that I ( Read more... )

I think the whole online journal thing is a little over rated but I made this one because I need a place where I can vent and write out all of my feelings. A lot of times I'll get thoughts in my head and I'll be too lazy to actually get out a piece of paper and write them down so I figured that this would be the best place to do just that since I ( Read more... )