so hmmm long time since i have updated...well i got screwed over for the musical becasue of wierd reasons and i deserved a big part liek i usually get every year! hmm me and jenn penn ahve gotton closer and are trying to plan a potluk supper thing!! yay and another baking party!! whoot!whoot! Jenn Penn I LOVE YOu!!!! Things are alot better for me ( Read more... )

this weekend was fun. i made a little road trip out to u of m in ann arbor to visit thsi guy i knwo named sachin. he was really cool. after i was infuriated with the way ppel drive in ann arbor and got there it was confusing i finally found a place to park. so then msachi nand i walked around and talked and we really could amke conversation ti was ( Read more... )

ok so what is happening to my dad now...ever since my ssiter has moved in he has decided to be there for our family less and less....and its no oens fault but his own. like my ssiter has bought over 400$ in groceries and toiletres in the past month jsut for our house and tthats not fair taht he stopped grocery shopping and yet eats there food...and ( Read more... )

i am going to use my journal to vent about the one person in my life that i absolutely hate. My dads fiancee/girlfriend whatever it is it depends on the day, Theresa. She ruins my dad and it huts me. It makes me lash out at my dad in very extreme ways. it also hurts me when i do it but i dont know why i do it. She is a terrible, mean, and phycotic ( Read more... )

ok so like halloween was pretty cool...we diddent get muchcandy but we did go to eminems hosue and these big black men passed out candy it was kind of funny...we had the oddest most fucked up scariest costumes ever! they were seriously great...mien was the msot freaky and random. me and brie looked fucking insane like mental instution...she looked ( Read more... )

Tonight was the first night that i had fun in a while. I hung out with Brie,Ashley,Dustin, and Brad. We had alot of fun with our devils night festivities. We stole the "PROMISSES KEPT" sign from algonquin...then we went to ottawa and stole the "RED RIBBON MONTH, CELEBRATE A DRUG FREE LIFE" sign...hahahaha it was so funny...but well what are we ( Read more... )

ok so like i feel like ive had resentment towards some of my peers for a while now and it sortsof jsut exploded these past two weeks into me freakign otu and talking about them...but now pple who i diddent talk about are hearing thigs i supposodly said but i diddent....i got myself into a huge mess and it sucks and well i am always parinoid taht ( Read more... )

isolation is a wierd feeling...but the feeling of wanting to be isolated is even worse....i feel as if nothing really matters to me anymore....i dont know why...i just do...i feel lonely but the only person i have to blame for that is myself....but i also dont know what to say to some pple anymore...and i get mad at pple who i think are stabbing me ( Read more... )

who will i really talk to after highschool...i really dotn know my thoughts on that change everyday ( Read more... )

hmm theres alot of pple that piss me of flately which makes me say thigns i shouldent and some of them piss me off for no reason....insane any ways i wont talk about this in here cause i dont want to be to harsh...i think i just need to be nicer to my friends and stop being so irrtiable...sorry if i hurt anyones feelings...but i just have been in a ( Read more... )