ODE TO THERESA!!!AKA GOLD DIGGING BITCH!
i am going to use my journal to vent about the one person in my life that i absolutely hate. My dads fiancee/girlfriend whatever it is it depends on the day, Theresa. She ruins my dad and it huts me. It makes me lash out at my dad in very extreme ways. it also hurts me when i do it but i dont know why i do it. She is a terrible, mean, and phycotic women. I hate her so much. My rage for her could not surpass its limit that it is at when it comes to her. That is how much i hate her. The worst thing is my dad blames me for why i hate her. But it seems like if i dont pretend to like her my lifes hell...sounds simpl ehh. i could jsut pretend to like her and everything would be fine..right? WRONG!!!! If i did that i would still have to watch my fathers downfall from where he was before this woman entered my families life. She depresses my dad so much. My dad doesent care about anythign anymore but her and her needs and her selfish ways of being...the other thing is would you be able to pretend or force yourself to like someone who told you taht you had no soul, thought you tried to give her dog botchelism for some odd reason taht isnt true, calls your motehr up and asks her personal questions about how your parents sex lif was when they were together, got your fathers license taken away causing him great deals of time and moeny loss due to court bills and lack of working, put your father in the hospital, depresses your father with horrible wrong accusations taht he doesent do, flips out on your ssiter for no reason, acuses your close family members of wrong and untrue things, talks about you wrongfully, ruins almsot every holiday, and robs your dad of every earned cent he earns becasue you want to live a lavish life with no job at the age of 36, oh and ruined your relationship taht was once great with your father? hmm i think NOT! Before she came into my life i was living a great life. Full of close family and a stable household that diddent randomly get trashed from my father who now drinks from teh time he wakes up in the mornign till he passes out because he ahs no way to cope with his phycotic bitch of a girlfriend. Why cant he realize how horrible she is. Everyone hates her. My grandparents, my great grandparents, my sister, her girlfriend, my mother, me, my aunts, my uncles...MY FRIENDS EVEN! if you dotn believe me about her phycotic ways ask brandon about how insane she is! ok new topic of this discussion. I'm sure your reading this thinking i never gave her a chance right? RIGHT! Well in all truth i have given her many chances manymany! but everytime i spend time with her or anything.She later turns it around agaisnt me and says i was being nice to her to later get her in a corner and ruin her or soemthing? what a parinoid bitch! nd it really hurts when someoen who you try so hard to make like you and trust you does taht to you like how could she after i try and spend quality time like "mother son" like time with her and uses it against me. I tried so hard and i cannot try anymore. She has taken everything i have to give shes always had but no more! She cannot get anythign from meEVER....maybe on the work of a miricle she will wake up a sane nice person....you know like one of those scrooge grinch stories. but i doubt it....i mean how ccould you liek soemoen who turned your kindness into some sick game? The one thing that pisses me off the msot is she would use me from the time was was 14 years old for information about my father. and then my dad would blame me for thier arguments thinking i willingly told her, becasue she changes the truth around. she also tells me private things about my father taht i dont want to hear and makes accusations about future thigns she thinks will happen. also because of this she asks me personal questions that ar in no way shape or form any of her buisiness. WHY DOES SHE DO THIS? I have no idea. Maybe becasue she doesent ahve a great family and she has to ruin mine? maybre because shes a selfish jelousgold digging bitch! hmm i ahve no clue but i dont want her in my life. i wish i could rid her existance from my familys life and she could torture some other nice generous sweet man. but no she has my dad WHIPPED! i wish i could just rid her from thsi world so i woudent have to worry about her reign of gold digging madness anymore.
John
John