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I've been defeated. I'm Very sad, and disappointed. I'm lost on how to change it.
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I'm Outside sitting in my hammock watching my chickens and drinking a beer. :) i look around and life is perfect in this moment. Chickens are happily wandering around our property, kids are happily playing and swimming, not fighting for once, and I'm enjoying the breeze. Jesse is visiting with his brother. Life isn't always perfect, but it's nice ( Read more... ) -
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I have tons to be happy about. 3 wonderful healthy kids, wonderful husband, nice house, etc. I'm in need of nothing. But why do i feel as If I'm missing something?! I cannot figure it out. I've gotten over the shit Israel put me through, the shit micah put me through, so what do i still need to get through? I should be proud of myself, i kicked a ( Read more... ) -
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I want to know why i still think about you, still dream about you. Does this mean I'll never let myself be completely happy again? I still wish i could prove I'm different. I've changed. You'd be proud, if you knew. Why does my mind still hold onto something that will never be. I did you wrong, i know. So wrong, i understand why you hate me. The ( Read more... ) -
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Is it that much to ask for respect and love? Words can really cut through my heart. How long do you put up with someone who talks to you like your a whore? I just don't understand why guys have the need to grab and touch on a woman that didn't ask them too. Just because were married doesn't mean I'm your property. Things have gotten tons better ( Read more... ) -
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i think my husband is an alcoholic. ive been inside copying pictures to cds when he comes in all staggering, i hear him in the bathroom i guess slamming stuff around, i hear him turn the fan on in the room, i go in there and hes on the floor all crooked against the pictures i have sitting against the wall. then he gets up and staggers to the ( Read more... ) -
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today has been a very bad day. my son told me he didn't love me. :(
it made me cry. that is my greatest fear.
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blah. I'm at a Halloween bday costume party, I'm having fun, but it sux not having Jesse with me. he never wants to do anything really outside of the house. :(
lol and I'm sitting in the living room by myself like I always do. I'm such a loner.
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I just beat ffvii again since
7 yrs ago or so. in the past 6 months I replayed 7,9 and beat 13 and 13x2. I feel accomplished. I played all the quests and got all the trophies as well.
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I try to be nice to people who are having a shitty life and noone ever acknowledges it. ive always been good at giving people great advice and a shoulder to cry on. either they dont listen or they ignore my niceness. what's the point? I seem invisible. and honestly I've always felt that way. that's why I did so many stupid things. people noticed me ( Read more... )