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I have tons to be happy about. 3 wonderful healthy kids, wonderful husband, nice house, etc. I'm in need of nothing. But why do i feel as If I'm missing something?! I cannot figure it out. I've gotten over the shit Israel put me through, the shit micah put me through, so what do i still need to get through? I should be proud of myself, i kicked a drug addiction, a cheating problem, a attitude problem, and a self absorbed problem, pulled myself out of an abusive relationship and somewhat put myself back together from that. I'm raising awesome kids, learned how to cook, bake, garden, take care of chickens, even learned how to remodel a home. I master everything that is put in front of me, i should be happy!!!!!! but i still feel inadequate. :(