Wow, what a trip down memory lane. I can't believe I was so open to the public online like this many years ago 😂 I lead a much more private life now. I just spent a solid hour reading through all 94 old posts and remembering how fucking angsty I was in college... good lord. I've always had a soft heart and a tendency towards romanticism ( Read more... )

dang, Gina. it's been too long since my last post. I guess I finally got a life and started writing in a real, honest-to-goodness PAPER journal that only i would read. HAH. who knew?

so much in 3 years. life. love. pain. redemption. freedom.

don't it go by in a blink.

it's christmas eve ( Read more... )

let's see ( Read more... )

so.

I found a house.

yeah. a really really, real house.

for rent.

and I've already turned on water and gas...

and I'm moving in on Friday.

and I already have two roommates.

and a place to record and send out my music.

life is finally looking up.

Thank God for that.

:)

growing up sucks.

graduation is saturday. 
Im walking across a stage and getting a diploma that says i've spent 4 years getting more education.
It really only means i can get a better job with higher pay because i've payed oober amounts of money to get that piece of paper with my name on it. 
Then maybe i'm supposed to find the love of my life and get married and have ( Read more... )

wow. graduation is two weeks from tomorrow.

4 years.

don't they go by in a blink.

I have my dress :):):)
It's GORGEOUS. 
6 days left to showtime.
I'm ready.

... it seems I am always inherently great at screwing everything up. 
    nothing so good could ever last long enough.