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it's christmas eve.
i fly out to oregon tomorrow to see the rest of the fam.
i saw my neice Noa for the first time yesterday. it's so weird seeing my sister with a baby.
i think about you alot...it is christmas after all.
i know this is the right thing to do - - i'm just scared of the possible outcome. i wasn't ready to picture my life without you in it.
i try not to entertain thoughts like these...i've gotten pretty good at letting go.
i love you. i just love you.
in the end, i'll still be glad i met you.
...that's all i got.
there might not be much else to say, really.
i hope there is though.
i fly out to oregon tomorrow to see the rest of the fam.
i saw my neice Noa for the first time yesterday. it's so weird seeing my sister with a baby.
i think about you alot...it is christmas after all.
i know this is the right thing to do - - i'm just scared of the possible outcome. i wasn't ready to picture my life without you in it.
i try not to entertain thoughts like these...i've gotten pretty good at letting go.
i love you. i just love you.
in the end, i'll still be glad i met you.
...that's all i got.
there might not be much else to say, really.
i hope there is though.