I dont care what anyone says.. life is shit;;

Godsmack - Hollow

One more step and I could fall away
If it happened would it matter
And I can't tell if I should go or stay.
Same old picture feels so hollow.
How can anybody know what's best for me
Another page I turn in shame.
And my decisions brought me to my knees,
I needed someone to blame.

I feel so ( Read more... )

Im hurt.. its that simple, phyiscally and mentally.. heres a nice song..

ALY & AJ LYRICS

"No One"

I am moving through the crowd
Trying to find myself
Feel like a guitar that's never played
Will someone strum away?

[Chorus:]
And I ask myself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new me
and I tell myself
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
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Well right now its 7:25 and i just have a lot on my mind and a lot of it i just want it to go away and i dont have much to do.. alone nite again.. so i thot hey maybe i can just go on the comptuer and type away for a couple hours.. why not eh? its Friday nite and i hey my cast for my leg in 2 days almost.. i cant wait to be honest .. its gonna hurt ( Read more... )

right now its 1:23 on Saturday; I have nothing to do because of my Knee i would go out and see Nick but im not aloud to because im not aloud to because of my stupid knee.. For all you all that dont know what happend on Monday the 2nd i was in gym and i was running after the scoccor ball and i had a lil interference with another player on my team  ( Read more... )

Well right now its 5:31 and im a lil just blah;; Havent done to much today and ive been shit sick all day.. talked to nick for an enitre 5 seconds. woo.. lol and now im alone putting music onto my computer wow what a fun fulled day eh? I woke up today to coughing up blood wow what a great way to start off the day! But i thot i would update Talk to ( Read more... )

Right now, i just got home from walking around mission for a hour, ive been inside almost an entire day. wow aint that amazing, anyways i faught with my parents all day so i was in my room all of today besides bathroom breaks and stuff, so yea faught with rents left the house saw steve while i was walking around with nick and i ended up puking my ( Read more... )

Today was my dad's birhtday hes 50, and yesterday was Coles birhtday and he turned 9, gosh cole is growing up so fast, and just holy crap!!! its nuts. Anyways today was a nice day i think anyways.. I woke up and ate some ice cream cake cuz i had a craving for it was there so i ate some lol, then i went out with my dad, and he starded talking to me ( Read more... )

Well today has been a odd kind of day but thats ok; I'm kinda tierd i didnt sleep much at all last night i had bad dreams of stuff, and i just sat awake listning to music last night and this song came across, and i like to think that its freaking rad, i like it anyways. Loud and at the same time meaningful. Yea but anyways, ive got work tonite and ( Read more... )

Well i havent been in here in a while and i just read updates on everyone and some of my friends dont look like they are doing so well but i wouldnt know cuz to some of them ive just dropped off the side of the plannet but thats ok, cuz if they need to talk or whatever im always here and thats all i can do. Lately its been work and no sleep for me ( Read more... )

Some poems that ive had lingering around for the past month or so.... here yall go...

lets destroy eachother.

we're too cool for love lines.

soft kiisses over cheap wine. -

smoke me baby

like your last cigarette.

whisper to me_& say

you'll never forget.

could you break my heart a little bit more?

shove my body up against yours

_& kiiss me ( Read more... )