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there's some things i just don't know how to express visually, like the feeling of freedom when you are driving next to a cement wall for 20 minutes and then it goes away.

dear NYC: i miss you. i hope in 6 months i write about how i'm in my new apartment in manhattan ready for my new job. if not, that's okay but i really hope that's what happens ( Read more... )

to evolve you have to dismantle, which means accepting the idea that nothing you've created in the past matters anymore, except that it brought you here. to accept your new marching orders.

hay livejournal! how are you today ( Read more... )

here's my most favorite song ever.

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i'm going to switch over to tumblr for now. all i've got for you is photos, you know?
shit is insanely good in my real life.
do you want to see my film photography? let me know, i'll give you my tumblr link.

could today maybe just be the last ending for a while? i can't do any more goodbyes right now. no more kicking me while i'm down.


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most of the time when people fade away from you it's not malicious and it's usually not a conscious decision.
upon realising this, i'm not angry anymore. but who the hell decided that distracting yourself makes the self-hating sadness go away?
ugh, gawd


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i can't really be bothered to care much anymore. (good? bad? i've got no opinion on it. yes, i'm back to being good old me ( Read more... )

i've regained that feeling i thought i had lost, and i'm going to admit that it was dancing in the house to deerhunter or peeking my head out of the car window to giggle. and horrible remixes ( Read more... )