I feel really weird. Maybe I'm just being paranoid but I feel edgy. Like something is going to happen. Maybe I just need sleep. I started the Golden Compass this evening and I'm already on page 100.  Lol. The bf said I would finish it within three days. He might be right. It's a good book so far. It has definitely captivated my attention. Before I ( Read more... )

I thought I would update since I haven't in a long time. I prefer not to considering most everything I've typed here is negative. I am trying to be more optimistic. There really isn't too much to complain about anyway. Life is stable and I'm happy for the most part. Restless as hell because I just wasn't meant to sit around wasting my time. I've ( Read more... )

Lol. To all my female friends and guys who just don't get it ( Read more... )

Tonight was so wonderful. I had a great day, I can honestly say that. When I got to my mom's we went shopping for some last minute stuff. I needed a purple hair band, bangles, and some earrings to complete my costume, which I just created today! Lol. It took a few hours because we were just enjoying being out together and goofing off. After we got ( Read more... )

I'm so upset right now that my stomach is killing me, I have to remind myself to breathe, and there's a tightness in my chest and a growing anxiety. Why? Because of this shit hole place I call home. 10:30 at night, I'm in my room watching TV when I hear a gun shot very close to my window. Immediately I knew that if i ran to the window on the other ( Read more... )

Ahhhh noooo! We can't go to NOPI. =( I guess I'll have to catch it next year. I miss a lot of important events... I still feel incredibly bad about missing Sarah's wedding, although it couldn't be helped. I hope this fall and winter isn't too hard on me. I noticed the cold really effects my fibro. I feel like an old creaky person when it's bad in ( Read more... )

I REALLY need someone to crack my back or something. My neck has been feeling a lot better starting yesterday. Today I'm just full of kinks and I can feel every one of them, courtesy of MPS and FM. I'm really interested in acupressure and trigger points. I hear a lot of good things about it. A good alternative for trigger point relief. The people ( Read more... )

This day incredibly off and full of negative energy. I had a horrible dream this morning that I don't want to discuss. Followed by an even stranger dream ( Read more... )

I feel like I've aged quite a bit since my last post, in more ways than one. A lot has been going on. My health continues to deteriorate. I'm constantly struggling with it on a daily basis. But as I go I begin to understand and learn more about what I have and how to cope. There is a downside. With new knowledge and a better understanding comes ( Read more... )

Great news! Not only did we meet our goal of 65,000 signatures 2 days before the petition ends, but we've EXCEEDED it as well. This is good and sends a good message to our government that we strongly disapprove of their actions. I ask that if you haven't already added your name and message please go to savewolves.org and do so. Every message counts