Well. This will be my first time communicating with you in months. And I couldn't even decide if I wanted to or not. If you get this message, apparently I posted it
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I don't mean to do the old apology bring me back thing, I was just apologizing for the stuff I have done (and I know it was crappy) but I just didn't want you to think I'm totally heartless. I have so much confusion with my life right now that I don't know what to do and running is usually the first thing I do. (Trying extremely hard to get over that) I also know that my mind changes A LOT and that is one of my biggest issues right now. I've been fighting with this mind thing for a long time but I am trying very hard to beat it right now. I'm in the process of attempting to somehow create that stability in my mind and in the other aspects in my life and it's rough...very rough. Things are moving downward faster than upward. Whenever I feel the slightest bit like I'm getting stuck in a routine my mind like freaks and it does it every single time
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I think it's definitely important that you focus on yourself first, Anthony. This is obviously bothering you, and you need to care for how you feel and then worry about us. You need to feel comfortable with you, that's the most important thing. I'm sorry you're going through this, I really am, and I wish there was something I could do, but this is something I know you can overcome, because you are strong enough. You can do this. You just need time.
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I'm always here if you need to talk. =)
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