I don't mean to do the old apology bring me back thing, I was just apologizing for the stuff I have done (and I know it was crappy) but I just didn't want you to think I'm totally heartless. I have so much confusion with my life right now that I don't know what to do and running is usually the first thing I do. (Trying extremely hard to get over that) I also know that my mind changes A LOT and that is one of my biggest issues right now. I've been fighting with this mind thing for a long time but I am trying very hard to beat it right now. I'm in the process of attempting to somehow create that stability in my mind and in the other aspects in my life and it's rough...very rough. Things are moving downward faster than upward. Whenever I feel the slightest bit like I'm getting stuck in a routine my mind like freaks and it does it every single time.
I'm not asking you to take me back. I'm not really asking anything but your forgiveness. There is something wrong with me that makes me act this way and I'm just trying to figure it out. I'm just really sorry. If/when I figure it out I'll give you a heads up but right now I'm clueless.
I'm not asking you to take me back. I'm not really asking anything but your forgiveness. There is something wrong with me that makes me act this way and I'm just trying to figure it out. I'm just really sorry. If/when I figure it out I'll give you a heads up but right now I'm clueless.
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