Everytime i would reach out to you ... You were busy dong something else.

I pushed you away because I can't afford to feel like this again. You can't hurt me again. I won't survive. 

I swear to god... if you fall through on our plans AGAIN. I'm done. I can't do this anymore. 

I hate you.
not really I just hate how much you still get under my skin.
and I'm pretty sure you're playing that game you liked to play
where you'd ignore me so I'd miss you?
remember when I told you that doesn't work?
yea so much for listening.

for someone so adamant about having me in their life-- you sure know how to prove it.
you failed your test today. you've been blocked from texting me for over a week.
I've said absolutely nothing to you in over a week.
all you had to do was talk to me in public.
shame. I guess you really were full of shit.
thanks for proving me right.

I'm so frustrated. I love you kid. I really do -- but you've driven yourself insane trying to prove to me you're a different person, except all you did was prove the exact opposite. You were doing great  in the beginning... when you weren't trying to win me back, when you were trying to be my friend and not my boyfriend. the second you made that ( Read more... )

the only time I hate you is when you kill my self esteem when shit like this happens. 

UGH. I just need to survive floorset next week -- and then I get a PTO week off and a weekend to see Matt. 

lol. some girl is bragging about seeing the All Blacks play in philly against the us eagles. I'm just like HON, it's the Maori All Blacks. It's not like it's the actual All Blacks, nothing to get your panties wet over, as if the the actual national team would waste their best players playing a shit time like the US Eagles... just saying ( Read more... )

I ate the chicken.