im going to windsor this weekend with my hockey team. should be fun. im driving yo, liz, jen and nadja. we're gonna have a slumber party in the car. the only dilema with this whole thing is that like three of the people on my team are drug dealers, and lets all guess what there bringing shall we? and they all have fake ids so one night we're ( ( Read more... )

i turn around and look at you
and the face that im so used to seeing is no longer there
now its black and broken
just like me
i look into your eyes
and i wonder why you dont care anymore

will you ever know how i burn for you ( Read more... )

im in a fucking pissy ass mood right now. so id advise you all to stay away from me for the next few days unless you want me to say something that i really dont mean.

I HAVE MY BRAIDS BACK!!!! im so happy. happy for a day. mommy did my braids today (only four though) and it brings back happy summer memories. i must say that i love my braids, though i look extremely tattered and dirty, i have become one with them. you must all know that.

i just had THE strangest dream ever. in my dream i was at this place late at night with some of my friends from hockey and then just some random ass people (which i later figured out that one of them was taylor, one of my really really old friends. she was wearing blue makeup all over her face, like a mask...it was really funny looking). i was ( Read more... )

why do i feel so alone all of a sudden? its a scary feeling that is somewhat familiar

there are all these people around me and all this chaos yet i still feel lost and alone...why is that? huh...oh yeah...cause its true...
and mom doesnt seem to be helping the situation much.

the knowledge that no one cares for you is really comforting.

im in english right now. i really have nothing to talk about

business sucks ass.

sometimes english does too though

im avoiding stuff....

psat course is gonna suck

piss on ya later

"i never mean to cause you trouble ( Read more... )

my fucking arm is gonna fall off. i have this problem in it where the fluid pack in my arm is infected, it has these really long 7 syllable name that i cant quite remember right now. i have to take 10 pills a day for it...whoopdeedoo ( Read more... )