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i feel gulity for complaining about things that do, or don't happen to me. when you fucking see the shit i see every day it really gives you an eye opening experience...no offense but your life doesn't suck until you're a perfectly healthy 30 year old woman and you're diagnosed with kidney and liver failure. your life doesn't suck until you are ( Read more... )

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i want to up the date i move to tomorrowwwwwwwww. i am so anxious and it seems like it's going by slower and slower every day. shit is wack here right now (not as in reno, but in this time in my life) everyone is moving away...from eachother, and from reno. i know there comes a point when everyones life where pretty much one shitty thing after ( Read more... )

the shittiest things happen to the people who least deserve it and it really pisses me off.

tight, husband is murdered. wife dies of heart attack. five children are without parents.

TIGHT!

rip michelle, i loved you so much.

i never want to come home. :(
i never want to love anyone else. :(

boo. i am moving back so soon. <3
wait for me.

i smoke a lot of weed now a days, and it makes me thing about crazy stuff and i've come to the conclusion that i understand why people believe in god...BECAUSE THIS WORLD IS FUCKING WACKY AND IT'S EASIER TO BELIEVE SOMETHING MAGICAL THAN FACE WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON ( Read more... )

i still love the same person i've loved for a year now and it's really tight.

THE END :D

i've been so lucky to have not had to deal with a death of someone i was very close to, i've known people who've died but it's never been devastating (for me atleast) and i'm thankful for that everyday. yesterday, i got my first taste of death and i now know somewhat how that devastation feels. as most everyone knows, i work for a homehealth agency ( Read more... )

seems like yesterday, and it's already been almost 8 months ( Read more... )