fill: fili/kili: more things in heaven and earth (1/4) WARNING: non-consospesJanuary 21 2013, 14:09:07 UTC
They’re finally alone.
The quest is exhausting, leaving them all drained and quiet in the twilight at the end of a hard day’s ride - except for Bofur, of course, who just tootles on his pipe and reminds them all that it’s the ponies who’re really doing the hard work. Thorin’s reaction is to glower at him pointedly and send him off to collect firewood, before settling down with his back to a treetrunk and letting his eyes shut for a moment - and the moment Kili sees his uncle’s eyes slide shut, their companions bustling around them, Bombur with a mouthful of cheese already and helping his brother build the fire high, he catches his brother’s gaze across the firelight, offers him a wicked little smile that he knows will only end one way.
Fili’s eyes gleam in the firelight, and he tilts his head in the direction of the woods. They’re dark and shadowy and ominous, but Kili never feels anything but safe with his brother by his side - and Fili signs five minutes with a flash of his quick fingers, and Kili feels something warm and heady
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Re: fill: fili/kili: more things in heaven and earth (2/4) WARNING: non-consospesJanuary 21 2013, 14:09:27 UTC
Fili laughs against his skin, rubs his palm torturously slowly down Kili’s back, tugs his smallclothes away, teases him with one fingertip, slow and circuitous. Kili bucks against him, yearning for friction because Fili’s braced himself a good half-foot away, keeping Kili in place with his lips and his wandering fingers and the love in his heart. Fili dips the tip of his finger inside, and Kili sees the soft smile on his lips, the affection and the need, and then his brother’s leaning forward, lips hot and wet against the shell of his ear, and Fili says, “Beg me.”
The only noise Kili can manage is a strangled groan.
Fili husks out a laugh, sucks a bruise onto the side of his neck, says again, “Beg. Or you know I’ll leave you like this, and that’s no fun for either of us.”
And all Kili can think is i’ll show you fun. Fili’s fingers are torture, but Kili gathers himself, forces himself to concentrate on the cold air against his bare skin, the brush of Fili’s moustache against his cheek, and he says (with perhaps a little more
( ... )
Re: fill: fili/kili: more things in heaven and earth (3/4) WARNING: non-consospesJanuary 21 2013, 14:09:56 UTC
And he tries to get up, to struggle to his feet, but Thorin holds him in place. His voice is gentle and sickened and so full of anger, and he says, “We noticed the two of you were missing and went looking, and we found your brother... assaulting you in the woods.” Kili’s momentarily too shocked to speak-what? fili? assaulting me? he would never-but Thorin’s grip is suddenly tighter and his lips twist with self-loathing. “I’m so sorry,” he says, and his eyes are shadowed. “Your mother assured me that this was what you wanted, that you had chosen each other. Believe me, if I had known I would never have let him, never have failed you, not again-” Thorin breaks off, and his voice is full of a bitterness and an anger that Kili’s never seen before - but no, because he has seen it before, seen it in his mother’s eyes when she spoke of Frerin, of the uncle Kili barely remembers, the uncle who died in battle at Thorin’s side.
oh, Kili thinks. oh, mother. Thorin’s eyes are dark in the firelight
( ... )
Re: fill: fili/kili: more things in heaven and earth (4/4) WARNING: non-consospesJanuary 21 2013, 14:10:13 UTC
He follows Fili’s trail through the trees, follows broken branches and displaced leaves until he finds him in a clearing lit by the moonlight, face upturned towards the sky. Blood is crusted dark on his skin, his lips are parted, and there’s a bruise blackening around his left eye. Kili’s heart thuds in his chest, and he says, “He’s sorry.”
Fili’s eyes open, but he doesn’t look at Kili. He says with his anger barely controlled, “How could he think that? How could he think I’d do that
( ... )
Re: fill: fili/kili: more things in heaven and earth (4/4) WARNING: non-consospesJanuary 21 2013, 17:38:29 UTC
omg you write top!fili so well and this was so amazing and awwwww protective dwarves omfg
this comment will not be coherent or eloquent at all; please forgive me, but alskgnsldkgnskldgnslkdg omfg my only complaint is that you didn't let them go a bit further before they were pulled away from each other
but aww i love that they're so quick to protect each other. the dwarves, i mean. you write everyone so well :|
Re: fill: fili/kili: more things in heaven and earth (4/4) WARNING: non-conmelficeJanuary 21 2013, 18:25:17 UTC
Splendid as normal. You handled this delicately, I thought. I really like Kili's gentle thoughts in this - how he's just taken aback that anyone could think Fili would hurt him. Thank you for sharing :)
Re: fill: fili/kili: more things in heaven and earth (4/4) WARNING: non-consospesJanuary 21 2013, 21:14:53 UTC
Potentially, yeah. I was thinking about why Thorin (because he wouldn't exactly let the rest of the company act against his wishes) would react so badly without clarifying the situation first, and prior experience with a similar situation was the first thing that came to mind. Idk. :) Thank you.
Re: fill: fili/kili: more things in heaven and earth (4/4) WARNING: non-consospesJanuary 21 2013, 21:26:36 UTC
Holy flipping emotional rollercoaster ride. Hot, so hot, then doused with cold water, then horror at hurt bbs, then anger, then more horror, then hopefulness. Emotional exhaustion = great fic.
Re: fill: fili/kili: more things in heaven and earth (4/4) WARNING: non-con3ngelJanuary 21 2013, 23:19:59 UTC
First I was so angry with Thorin because YES how could he think fili would do this and then you implied that Dis has been raped and now I'm an emotional wreck because this fic gave all the feelings. And your writing was awesome. As usual ^^
The quest is exhausting, leaving them all drained and quiet in the twilight at the end of a hard day’s ride - except for Bofur, of course, who just tootles on his pipe and reminds them all that it’s the ponies who’re really doing the hard work. Thorin’s reaction is to glower at him pointedly and send him off to collect firewood, before settling down with his back to a treetrunk and letting his eyes shut for a moment - and the moment Kili sees his uncle’s eyes slide shut, their companions bustling around them, Bombur with a mouthful of cheese already and helping his brother build the fire high, he catches his brother’s gaze across the firelight, offers him a wicked little smile that he knows will only end one way.
Fili’s eyes gleam in the firelight, and he tilts his head in the direction of the woods. They’re dark and shadowy and ominous, but Kili never feels anything but safe with his brother by his side - and Fili signs five minutes with a flash of his quick fingers, and Kili feels something warm and heady ( ... )
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The only noise Kili can manage is a strangled groan.
Fili husks out a laugh, sucks a bruise onto the side of his neck, says again, “Beg. Or you know I’ll leave you like this, and that’s no fun for either of us.”
And all Kili can think is i’ll show you fun. Fili’s fingers are torture, but Kili gathers himself, forces himself to concentrate on the cold air against his bare skin, the brush of Fili’s moustache against his cheek, and he says (with perhaps a little more ( ... )
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oh, Kili thinks. oh, mother. Thorin’s eyes are dark in the firelight ( ... )
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Fili’s eyes open, but he doesn’t look at Kili. He says with his anger barely controlled, “How could he think that? How could he think I’d do that ( ... )
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this comment will not be coherent or eloquent at all; please forgive me, but alskgnsldkgnskldgnslkdg omfg my only complaint is that you didn't let them go a bit further before they were pulled away from each other
but aww i love that they're so quick to protect each other. the dwarves, i mean. you write everyone so well :|
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:P I'm just cruel like that. Thank you. :)
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