Sad and Lost. I am drifting through life in a daze bumping into the next thing that keeps me goin. Wonder how much longer i can do this. I feel no true happiness or love. No Hope. Just temporary thought release and then sleepless nights. Although i am droppin pounds like crazy. I have started working out again. I miss you guys and the fight has ( Read more... )

Betrayal. I never knew that there could be this much evil, selfishness, betrayal, and rejection of true undying love in this world. And as of now i want nothing to do with it anymore. All the hope and love that i have always had is gone. The light has gone out of my eyes. I have been through so much grief and pain in my life but through it all i ( Read more... )

Well I had a horrible Valentines Day and have been sick to my stomach since. I realized that there is a lot of things that I need to get straight in my life and i am willing to work on them. I used to be a really nice guy and over the past couple months i have clammed up and become a mean person. I have had a lot of problems with my family and when ( Read more... )

I am writing from a computer in the Bavarian Inn in Frankenmuth. Me I took Nicole for an early Valentines Day thing. We have had a blast. Ate lots of food made fun of people swam and played DDR and sucked at it. Also there were these kids who wwere like DDR masters and they had this crowd all around them and i was just laughin at them. But ( Read more... )

Well Saturday is my b-day. So thats cool. And i am at Lcc right now and thought that i would update my live journal . Peace out everyone.

Well my internet got cut off so i will not be posting in a while. Whatever. Its not like i am gonna really be missed thgat badly.lol. So anyway nothing really cool is goin on in my life. I am in a band thats about that. So peace to everyone and stuff.later

Well I am really excited for Christmas. I cant take it. It kind of suck though because i have so many to go to i cant just relax. Today i finally got hold of one of my favorite movies, The Labrynth. It is so awesome. It has David Bowie in it and i is really wierd. It used to be like my favorite movie when i was little. It has goblins and monsters ( Read more... )

Well Me Nicole and Kaitlyn all went and saw the midnight premier of King Kong it was totally incredible. I Love Peter Jackson. He is the best director since Steve Spielberg. Go see it. Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Peace Out

Hello Everybody. Well i have not updated in a bit and thought that I would. Thanksgiving sucked. I fought with my family the whole time. Whatever its over. Things are good now. Monday Nicole,Jasmine,and I hung out with Kaitlyn on her B-Day and had a blast. We went Lazer tagging, and ate Chinese food. It was really fun. Then we went to Best Buy and ( Read more... )