Feb 17, 2006 08:35
Well I had a horrible Valentines Day and have been sick to my stomach since. I realized that there is a lot of things that I need to get straight in my life and i am willing to work on them. I used to be a really nice guy and over the past couple months i have clammed up and become a mean person. I have had a lot of problems with my family and when people reached out i have clammed up and ruined some good things in my life. I have jealousy issues i need to work on and alot of other things. I just want to be a humble, happy person again and i am trying. I really dont think that i am that far gone and i am going to stop doing hurtful things now. Sorry to anyone i have hurt and to those of you who know exactly what i am talking about dont leave me out. I am turning over a new leave.