i am so sad right now about jason and his mysterious transformation, that i read my journal back to when we started. it's devastating. it makes me want to vomit. over the course of our relationship, he became a complete stranger. sadly, or maybe luckily, i'm not the only person close to him who noticed this. near the end, i was clinging onto the ( Read more... )

so. im kinda trying to work lj out.
and im barely getting the hang of it.

soo addd me kids!@#$

"So kiss me hard because it's the last time that I'll let you."

Are you happy now? I'm such a shell. Such a tool. All for you.

I fucking hate falling for somebody who I then think likes me back because they flirt like no other with me. Then my friend IMs him & tells him that I really like him, she asked him what he thought about it, & he said he likes me a lot 'AS A FRIEND'. I really hate that. The bad thing is that I've been too caught up in liking him that it's hard to ( Read more... )

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i miss sean. i went a visited him wednesday. i cant believe its going to be a year on the 21st. this hurts.
i wish i had more pictures of him. ooohhh that smile. ♥
i will always remember the last time i saw it.
<3 RIP ( Read more... )

im having one of those weeks where nothing seems to matter, and all i want to do is stay inside and listen to music. anyone relate? <\3

if anyone has seen the picture of the eye with a star jewel in it could you please post. it is for my fashion class. that would be great. thank you!!

fuckyoucrew, you should apply.

Worst case scenario you get yourself a few laughs, and banned.

Every line is about who I don't wanna write about anymore. I hope you come down with something they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for. Holding on to your grudge. Oh, it's so hard to have someone to love.