I only have like...2 weeks before I'm gone. I never pay this site any attention anymore. I don't read anyone's entries, I don't respond to comments...I'm a perfectly horrid lj user. But there are so many things paddling about in my head right now ( Read more... )

You spend some time alone, you watch a few movies, and you start slipping into that way of thinking again.

Then you snap out of it.

Or at least you try.

Ok, so I haven't updated in like two months, and...like always, either something amazing or something shitty has to happen to induce it ( Read more... )

Side note: fuck Valentine's Day.

I have been irrationally on edge slash depressed for a few days now. This is not without explanation. I am due for my period really soon. But still, I never feel this messed up. Not anymore. On the way to school today, I had to tell my dad to turn back. He was asking me what was wrong, and I had a tough time wording it. The best word I could ( Read more... )

Ok, so I went to the dmv today with my permits, proof of insurance, and CAR (whose name is now Simone), and I learned a particularly stupid quirk in the system. No, Lily was not licensed today. Why? Because the state of North Carolina requires that the insurance have your name on it (it was my father's plan, which was to include me somehow?). ( Read more... )

Ok, so today...I GOT A CAR ( Read more... )

Thank you for all your responses. I was really shaken. I understand that not all men cheat and that women can. I also understand our whole biological make up that makes us not want to be monogamous naturally. I understand that people are separated by their actions rather than their impulses. These things were all in my mind when I wrote what I ( Read more... )

So, apparently I went out for the middle school/upper school play tonight, which happens to be Our Town. I know, kids. Not to mention I am at least 3 years older than anyone else in the production. Slightly awkward there. But oddly not as much as I thought it would be. Katie Hendrix was pretty much on her knees begging me to audition because ( Read more... )

You know, I've been thinking (yes, we all know that usually results in something bad). A lot of recent events and conversations have made me think of the way friendships change or even come and go. One month, I have someone I tell everything, and the next, something has separated us so that we are still friends but will never be the same. In the ( Read more... )