today (tr)ashley helped me do this.

thank you and goodnight.

i've rewritten this begining to this entry 3 times already; it seems like i can't even begin to find a way to summarize the way things have changed/are changing in my life lately ( Read more... )

christ, i'm fucking livid. the beer has worn off and i'm just as upset as i was last night before erin and i walked to wallstreet then trekked out to the beach ( Read more... )

ok you sloppy fucks, here's the score:

good luck: 7 bad luck: 439the screen on my cell phone stopped working; the actual phone still works, but i can't get in to see any of the numbers i had stored in my phonebook--so really it's like walking around with some silly lo-tech touchtone phone ( Read more... )

i'm still unsure how to act; i can't tell where to put my hands or how to make her laugh anymore. i fell asleep last night alone and with everything in a blur. i woke up today promptly at 9.17am. i had an overwhelming feeling of unpreparedness to face the day, so i promptly rolled back over and went back to sleep. a little after 12 i finally ( Read more... )

Withrawal Summary ( Read more... )

so today in another chat room, dan and i discussed a plan b for montreal--in case we got turned down on our applications for quebec. which, it turns out, might be highly likely becase my preliminary application got the axe.

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( i should really get a hobby other than changing the results of livejournal quizzes )

rome wasn't built in a day. it certainly didn't fall in one either. were citizens of the empire able to grasp the qualitative difference between rome's growing pains, and rome's death rattles? it seems like there would be similar problems involved with both the start of a great empire, and its undoing. e.g. similar problems with infrastructure ( Read more... )