I love to eat. I love to snack. I love to consume endless beverages. And thus, I am addicted to feeling gross about myself at the end of the day ...

Gotsta be healthier both physically and mentally, damn it.  :-X

Not going to lie. I'm a little nervous. Just a little ( Read more... )

Screw that. I'm not remotely in favor of getting/seeing strippers for my bachelorette party, when/if I decide to get married in many, many years.  I'll think of something more creative, fun, and loving ... that way, I can have a fond memory of it ...

(just saying ... ) :-P Okay. I'm done.

Just finished watching "Kinsey", a biographical depiction of Alfred Kinsey and his work with sexual histories/experiences of a huge array of people (depicted in his books). It made me reflect on what I had heard about his flawed studies in psychology courses, and how it was depicted in the movie. Pretty interesting, nonetheless.

But, it made me ( Read more... )

Went to the doctor's this morning. Not terribly successful, but I did it ( Read more... )

I have to be at CSULB tomorrow by 8 am ... Bleh. I can't sleep. But, it could be worse ( Read more... )

I'm not sleeping. It's almost 5:00 am, and I'm awake. I will try to fall asleep after this. Bleh.

I've been making a lot of negative comments towards myself lately. There are so many physical and emotional traits I keep nit-picking at. It's addicting to find faults. I dislike so many things, I can't help myself sometimes! :-P

What I need to do, is ( Read more... )

I just had to share. :-P


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Maybe it's because I'm sitting here, alone with my thoughts. Such circumstances provoke these kind of blogs ( Read more... )

So, after having a minor mental meltdown for about 10 minutes today, due to uncertainty and concern for Steffan  and a realization of losing a friend (though, at least to a good cause) ... things became clear once again.  I sure am glad that things work out just the way they're supposed to.  Even in the crappiest moments, a sense of clarity can ( Read more... )